The truth

your words... YOU... stop!

don't you know that you're killing me

don't you know that you're not my friend

I don't need pieces of advice 

I want you to be silent 

I want to keep this moment in my memory

I don't want to cry

I only have to say good bye

...but it hurts...

You didn't come to me

It was me who run to you

and I accept my fault

but I need to heal now

I need to escape from my feelings

because I can't be silent anymore 

and I'm afraid

I'm afraid to let people see 

what it's inside of me

I'm afraid to let you see

how much I care for  you

how weak I've become.

please stop!

stop giving my love to someone else

because that breaks my heart into pieces

I rather going to the end of the world 

than realizing that I don't mean anything to you

please open your eyes!

but don't ask

cause I don't have the answers for what I feel

please realize!

today I've been defeated

My mind won and my heart is crying

for the unpredictable future.

The truth has came today

to let you know

that I can't go farther

that you are a silly

I was willing to forget the past

I was willing to start again

I was ... I was...believing...

but reality came to me one more time

to torture me 

to remind me

I wasn't made to love....and being love at the same time.