Wednesday, June 23, 2010

cover me

Taking hold of me, while Im moving through the ear
That is the way you love is...that is the way I feel.
uncertain are the plans that you have for me
but still I'm here, excited about unpredictable things
still here, trying to reach places where I've never been 
walking.... back and forth....looking for what has been promised, 
Hoping to see what has been expected.

Sometimes I have decided to leave, not to eat
Sometimes I've gone away, run, scaped
but I always comeback where strong feelings are found
I always comeback where I feel like a child.

I've promised, 
 I've told you that I will certainly do what you deserve
I've said  that I will follow you wherever you go
But today, on my knees,  I will ask you to see
what is not easy to observe
I'm asking you to cover my heart, mind and body with your strength
and  pour you love into my heart
God, today, I'm asking you.

Monday, June 21, 2010

Little people

I´ve always thought that you are like superheroes
you can make the world turn around just with your smile
and the most frozen heart be broken with your suffering
You can fulfill wondering feelings
and give strength with the soft touch of your hands 
You, my superheroes,
 strong people living in little bodies.

Superheroes with the heaven in their hearts
but some of them condemn to live aside
Superheroes learning to walk 
but not knowing they will never finish their lesson
little people trying to know what old people don't know how to teach
super powers given to anonymous heroes.

Not before admiring your gifts
you are missing one of them
the gift of helping yourself
the gift of keeping your smile after you reach eighteen
If there is one present I could give them 
I would keep my little people
as the powerful superheroes they are.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

My head skyward

what comes after the end?
If you said that it was going to be OK
but you never told me that the most insignificant movement,
coming from you,
would act as the most toxic input upon me.

I wonder if one day you will be able to finish what you started
just kill me and take my pain away.
You said... you thought, it was going to work
but what you don't know
its that I'm so weak that nothing inside of me is alive
You poisoned my veins and the blood that feeds them 

I will pretend..I will act
everybody just sees what is outside
but deep..deep inside of me is my heart 
which as a corpse is dead and cold
 I will keep my head skyward.


like trees in Spring or 
like the red roses when they are in full bloom,
here is my love again,
waiting to be admired. 

I can say I have forgotten that season,
I've been removing thorns.
but at the end, I always comeback to the same point
cherchez la femme!

Not that I don't try 
It's just that I still care 
I still wait, I'm still in flames
this is not a bed of roses but still a bed.

I look for your sweating hands,every night. 
 your rolling eyes, and your whispering sonnets 
I look for the way you still cry
I look for that butterfly sensation. 

by Tutinea ©

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Love is not love,Which alters when it alteration finds,Or bends with the remover to remove:O no! it is an ever-fixed mark That looks on tempests and is never shaken;It is the star to every wandering bark,Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks Within his bending sickle's compass come: Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks, But bears it out even to the edge of doom.If this be error and upon me proved,I never writ, nor no man ever loved. 

Saturday, June 12, 2010

"Give up" has a positive meaning

Walking under the rain I give up,
I give up with the smell of your worries,
with the way you smile 
your completely untrue stories.
I give up with the taste of your two soft, red edges, 
which are part of your mouth, 
with the unpleasantly sharp taste of your lips.

I give up to let the phoenix
set fire to itself and born again,
raising from its ashes.
I give up with a satisfying meaning.

I will stop trying to guess
whether I'm here or there
I will stop doing my research
before I have completed it.
I will log out before being knocked out.
I will let that great affection
work with the reflexive pronoun "I".

I give up to let the ability to recover 
quickly fill me in...body and heart
I give up with a pleasantly meaning

Friday, June 11, 2010

If You Forget Me (Pablo Neruda read by Madonna)


Aun escucho tus pisadas silenciosas, 
aquellas que a media noche me despiertan
y  calman mis preocupaciones ansiosas.
Mis emociones ven tu rostro y despiertan,
ya las canciones no entran.
Y con un suave beso en mi frente
Me dices que no eres indiferente.

Aun recuerdo el día cuando juntos caminábamos,
E-16 se llamaba,
las que nuestras risas abrazaba.
Aun recuerdo las mañanas en que juntos mirábamos,
Toribio, un gran héroe le llamábamos.
Una cámara hubiese querido, para capturar lo vivido,
una cámara, cuando saliste de tu nido.

Hoy, hemos crecido
Tu, grande y poderoso
Tu, amigo gruñoso.
El que con la lluvia, frió o helada
corre al abrigo de la amada.

Hoy, Tu y Yo hemos crecido,
tormenta pasado, lagrimas olvidado y penas ahogado.
Hoy, Yo he crecido, pero nunca olvidado,
aquel que tanto he amado
Tu, Ivanovich eres llamado.


Thursday, June 10, 2010

speak no words of September

Give me real reasons.
I already was told;
"no worries about getting hurt
it will never happen",
on September nineteenth
When I believed like a teen.

Give me real reasons.
I know, amazing I am not
stunned you are not
This is not a complot.
It was on September the twentieth
when I loved one of those "entes".

Give me real reasons,
give me more than words.
sweet dreams is not enough,
that makes me laugh.
give me real reasons.

"Give more than words of September"

Monday, June 7, 2010

with you...for you..(to my friend J)

Imperfections came to my life.
I cried and I called your name
Desires ....Desire not to hear
not see...not to live...not to do...
but to go... with you, for you.

I stepped forward and I asked
Why I couldn't be you?
When did all this happen that I didn't even realized.
Why I couldn't be there?
When did I let him to do this?
to you, with you.

Then, I stepped forward again
And I got my answer
She can do it again!
with you, for you.

True friends go beyond
true friends are more than "you are the best"
"You did this ...I did that"
Did you see that? I saw this...
true friends, two countries..
with you, for you.

Sunday, June 6, 2010


Cierro mis ojos y puedo ver mas claro que nunca,
Siento como mi corazón late despacio,
con una intensidad que quita mi aliento.
Me pregunto si esta sensación de libertad
sera producto de un nuevo despertar,
o de un viejo olvidar.

Rayos de luz tocan mi rosto,
y escucho a mi alrededor voces lejanas
que con un eco parpadeante llaman mi nombre.
Veo como las sensaciones toman cuerpo
y las emociones dejan su antiguo habito.

Al sonido de un suspiro recobro lo vivido,
Y al palpitar de una mirada comienzo un nuevo viaje.
Sonrió una vez mas sin pensar en las sombras,
Sonrió una vez mas sin pensar en el jamas.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Skype date

Excited to hear your voice
to see your face
to know about your dreams,
work and future.

Excited to tell you about my dreams,
my hopes.
I'm waiting...waiting for our skype date.

Friday, June 4, 2010


You should have kept in silence
You should.
No words, no explanations, no hurts, no temptations.
The sound of your voice was missed
but the report of your speech was worse...
What made you said it without words?
What made you pronunce what I never thought?
just one word and it got broken...
the fragil vassel....
You broke it with just one word


From now on I will give you more than my thoughts...
My heart, mind, soul...I said.
But while I was walking I decided...I decided to wait,
To show I could go beyond...
while I was walking I stopped to see the world,
I laughed, I cried, I drank from the bitter grapes
bitter grapes which for a moment were sweeter than your lips.

They showed me a way,
And I saw stars and smiles,
songs and styles...
but I lost my way...
Now Im afraid I cant comeback.