"Give up" has a positive meaning

Walking under the rain I give up,

I give up with the smell of your worries,

with the way you smile 

your completely untrue stories.

I give up with the taste of your two soft, red edges, 

which are part of your mouth, 

with the unpleasantly sharp taste of your lips.

I give up to let the phoenix

set fire to itself and born again,

raising from its ashes.

I give up with a satisfying meaning.

I will stop trying to guess

whether I'm here or there

I will stop doing my research

before I have completed it.

I will log out before being knocked out.

I will let that great affection

work with the reflexive pronoun "I".

I give up to let the ability to recover 

quickly fill me in...body and heart

I give up with a pleasantly meaning